A new world begin

wau....donoe how long dy i not update mine blog....
as u all noe...laptop gone...working....
so can't find a suitable time to write on it...
just today...got chance to do so...
hmhm..1116...luck no ya....day i start my new world...
togather v a gurl...tat i never thk b4 to b-love again...
a gurl tat who calling her as P...part of family from pokemon..
thk u guys can guess out...haha...
from the css to the camp....
been do thg togather....
play togather...quit funny for me...
she just lk a kid....
lk to talk v a stranger
lk to do some crazy stuff..
don't lk wear skirt...
lk to cal her car as husband...
lk to help people, but alwas make people worry bout her...
lk to slip late....
don't lk to eat....
drive car lk drunker...
lk to dance...to sing...to act....
n tat, tis...
but 1 thg tat i lk the most is all thg bout her....
she just same lk me....
not the physical partlah..haha..
is means she understand me..
wat i nid...
wat i having...
wat i done...
thanks dear...
thanks pikachu
thanks zynx
thanks for every thg....
i wil be my part to u too....
to make u hapy in our life...
no regrate from me...n the past....
won't repeat to u....
love u dear...forever....

HOPES....

Sory for what i have done...
i just donoe y...
y i alwas be lk that....
alway hurt u all...
the special 1...
the love 1...
the miss 1...
i realy fan...honestly many thg to fan...
i realy scare i can't go for my study eady...
i realy miss my family...my hapy family..
n i also miss the times v u all...
my friends...
hopes some of u can understand me...
some time i emo not bcoz i angry...i ok de...
just too tired...tired to thk too much..
tired to talk too much...
i noe this is not me...not the 1 u all noe...
i also do1 to b lk tat...
just some thg realy not lk b4...
i hopes to love also...but scare i hurt others again...
i alwas wana pretend to b hapy...
i wana let u all noe tat i ok...
but acc i realy not ok...
just do1 u all wory bout me...
i noe u all so care bout me...i can feel it...
i can c it...realy thanks de...
thanks for u all gv me chance...
thanks for u all gv me hapy...joyfull...
i realy hapy to b with u all....
some time i no say out not means i not acc u all my family..
i say b4 u all just lk my family...n u r...trust me...
i hopes all can settle by now...
hopes the time machines can build it...
bc to the past...the past that i done wrong...
the past that just have hapines
but as i noe...imporsibble....
hopes it can end now...plz...
i realy hopes u can understand me...
just that...i hopes...

下乡话

好久没写blog了。之从参加下乡后就没时间了。aiyo...
华语字好难打呀。换英文了。

hm....bc to normal dy..haha..
story begin from the week v start prepare our camping..
The Project langkawi....
inside the preparation camp...realy happen many thg...got hapy,sad,emo n may more....
whole week full of mental n physical task...
whole week all busy to done their stuft for the camping..
n i as an entertaiment person coz inside the camp i as a lian yi..
mean to bring hapy n cheerful atmosphere to them...
to let them feel  relax after the whole day work...
but honestly tell u that i can't b the1...
can't make them hapy n can't bring them frisky...
really feel sorri to u all...
c u all tired to done the work...but nid to force u all to dance the 'cuty dance'
realy funny deloh...i also been force to teach u all..thk so easy meh teach people dance...
haha....lk ah mok..zuang liang..yen ting...they all dy try their best...gv a big claps to them..haha..
c u all dance n u all noe how to dance realy hapy deloh...
lk the group song...honestly is realy vr touching de...u all must noe meaning of the lyrics..
the spirit v gv to the child n also wat we done to the child...
i dy cry for this song donoe for how many times dy...paiseh r....
not i lk to cry just realy touching...plus is u the 1 who write the lyrics...u will feel more then others..
although both of them fall sick inside the camp...but i noe u all realy hopes to join it de...from here realy thanks to jian xiang n suven...they all realy done they best to do all the thg..
without u all Jian Xiang, Suven, Ernts, n Mulan...i just a sand...
togather v u all v al transform to a stone...
n for Mulan n Ernts..not i alwas wana scold u all...
just u all noe wat u all nid to do as a Lian Yi inside this camp..
boths of u eady chose to join tis group then u all must finish it...
i noe that i not a good leader for u all..wat i say u all also do1 listen...so sory...
but inside the camp i can c the change from u all....n  also proud that i been oen my mind at this camp..

for Fu Dao de...Chui Wen the 1 alwas lk to cut onion de...
donoe is tat taste goodlah or wat de....haha...alwas c u cut it...
but u all also don't the good 1...the notes u al do realy nice...
n also the tree...i noe Zhen How put the most work n spirit inside it...
n u also the most care people de...tat y they all call u MAMA...haha...
feel proud to b friend v u....u done it vr well...
n also to Hui Enn....wen yi...n the most peson i respect...
Ting Bang...u realy gengloh...although u fall sick (not a small sick r) but u try ur best to do it...
when v ask u take a rest u do1 d it n say wana continue to do it...
the spirit from u totally nid to b a example...to b a model to v all...

The boss of Mei Hua...Yi lun...u noe tat got people call u 'satu tayar' haha..wana noe who ask YT..haha..
u also done ur best to settle the mural painting..the decoration of stage...realy hard as i can c it...
u dy fell stress to do all of it..alwas been scold the 1...but wat i wana say u also done a great jod...
without u our 'QING HUA' school don't hv the beautiful decoration...
the castle u all done...Xiao Ying...Eric...Lois...u all realy creative r...
make the head master also wan u all to keep the castle for his school...haha...
1word to u all...棒...haha....

Haiz...the bising group....i means with ur leader make the group bising jo..haha..
Suan Chuan group...can say that the poster u all done nicer,better,best looking then last year de group...
u all so creative to use all the material to done the poster...Bravo to u all...
i can c that u all done the poster until midnite...until twist u all de brain gel...
to get the idea to do it...n u all success...Yen Thiz..Pui Mun...Max...Qian Wen...
c the whole group also the most bising de person hehe...
YT r...don't alwas feel pik che...man man lai o...u can do it de...n don't alwas c leng zailah...
setapak there also hv many choice ma.haha...(eccept me) haha....
Pui Mun..the Tong Sampah gurl...haha..donoe why u can eat so many but stil can keep ur body slim ya...
geng o....if can teach others gurls how u do it..speacially ur leader de..haha...kidding kidding...
qiao wen...the 1 vr geng in analysis de...haha...n the 1 got many idea de...
u r the 1 alwas can c the problem in our gruop de...keep it on ya...
Max r...from the day i noe u...u so quite e...after feel week n until the end...
WAO....lk a new person dy...can say that the most change de people is u eady...
looks lk this camping change u a lot ya..haha...

Ah Mok group...Xua Shu group....donoe y name cal xua shu but the activity all is games de...
pelik tapi benar....haha....just wana say that...Xin Yuan..Yu Qing...Kai Ming...
u all done a great job....the games u all do it...make all the kid feel hapy to join it...
can say that the relation from the kids to us...is u all the 1 create out...
to make the games for us join together n noe more each others...
although ur group r the most less people but u all...
THE BAGUS 1....can make the activity go smoth...run the programe property..
赞 r...haha...

N the last group...Jian Yu group...Small kids (Xiao Hai)..i noe u r the smart 1...tat y u chose this 1 is the suitable place for u...can bring the knowledge for the kids...tis the part the most important for the kids to grow up..thanks also to Xiao Tong...Yen Ting..n.. Zuang Liang...special for u r...Zuang Liang,must b sporting o...u r guy r....any thg also depnend on u jo...k..ur sister n brother too...try care them o...

For the 5 important person...
Shi Hoong...our bank...person that buy thg for us...
wat u want can tell her de...haha...u r..the voice realy can't hear deloh...vr slow u talk e...haha....
n she also same kampung v me..malacca e...dy long time no bc dy...haha

the ass secretary,Qi Ying...but mostly people call her pikachu...haha...
don't c her small small size r..dam scary deloh..scold people de....fufu...
our name card n the camp name card also done by her n sabrina...
u noe who's tat??Sabri (Ren Hui) o...also feel pek che de r...haha....
she also secretery for our group de...any news or information can get from her de...
just o..try to smile alwaslah...c u dance also no smile...scary e...haha...

Then the fu tuan zhang..Bi Yuan...same Sir name as me de..GOH..but not my sisterlah..haha
hm...to scary dylah u...scold all the kids...make them do1 near to u dy....
but u also been force to do so...haiz..wat can do...try our best ma..haha

The BOSS of the group...Choon Lin...dam many thg i wana tell uloh...
just donoe wana start from where de...haha...
u r...also pelik de...u dy try ur best to do it...so don't worry de....
v all wil help u de ma...u r our leader e...so must control ur emo de o...
haha...i dy tell u de...any thg i can help i wil help...
haiz....just donoe wana say wat dylah...u r the 1..,tats wat i wana tell u...
haha....also our leader in our heart....

also A Big thanks to my coordinator n others too...Shu Fen...Mei Yee..Phang Hao...Yen Wen..Yee Hong...n others too..(sory if not list ur name out,if list the whole group name wil cm out jo..haha..)...
thay all real done they best for us...like when v fall sick they will vr care to us...
cook 'Liang Cha'  for us... buy sweet for us...fruits...
haiz....donoe wana say wat to them eady...just realy thanks to them..
n hopes they all wil hapy n not feel regrate to us...
coz u all realy done u all de best...real do it de...
although v all not done the best 1 to u all to c...make u all sad de...
b punish by urs coordinator....feel sad to v tat day...
hmm....prepare for tis camp realy nt easy coz v all bring the name of UTAR n MCA de...stress ya..
haha...but finally all also hapy to go tis camp n i fully believe that no1 will feel regrate to join it...
All hapy n feel wana to go n join again tis group but no chance dylah...
whole life just once times only ma...haha...
n also sory for those who leave the grouplah....haha...


We all here finish it with a happy ending n now proud to say..
我们下过乡，我们都是下乡人。。
哈哈哈哈哈.....

The day after tomorow...

Feel sorry again... y alwas feel lk that...
wana do sm thg that GENG de...
but all also wasting time..
some time donoe what the fuck they all done..
1st realy fell hapy to join tis group...
thk can learn more n noe more friend...
to play togather,join gather..
but 1 n 1 gone n tis group bcome less n less people..
n even cannot togather as a family...
y wil it b lk tat...
can i take it bc...
can i run away...
or can i quit??
the management..
is realy suck...suddenly change tis,,change tat..
n is the last minit de...
make people also blur to do thg eady...
y they all just can't make the life more easier??
haiz....

donoe y i so angry bout tat...

donoe y should i angry...

donoe y i should feel sad...

donoe y i feel to quit...

Husky History

Siberian Husky...the most fierce look among Husky but actually inside is soft and friendly to human...
Husky puppies..





 
This we call it as Hugabear - Alaskan Malamute
Kind of Husky too but the size u sure will get shock coz it bigger then Human...
n also hard to get this kind of husky...













Can you differentiate it?
between Alaskan puppy and Siberian Puppy...
Siberian Puppy- The look bit fierce
Alaskan puppy-The look..so cute...

                As i say Alaskan Husky are HUGE....

RELAX

Dy so long times no like this relaxing...
hear to Kenny G music...
plus 1 cup of tea..
1 world can say..Suang...haha.....
the weather is raining day....
make me more likes to sleep...
haha...actually just finish 2 exam...
Stil consider not yet fully relax but
after tis final exam..
hopes can fully release all the stress
and top up for the coming camping...
so hopes part of my life also can b like this....
not too relax but relax in the middle of busy..
that just call RELAX.....

Old Spirit

What exactly is memory...
Memory is the accumulation of impression...
the people and things that we meet...
Everything that happen in our life...
has it own meaning...
Like the sound of times hitting something...
make the movement around us become slow...
make us become soft and weak...
We have no thing to complain or complain too...
although we have said and done many bad things...

speaking of love...it's diverse and changeable...
It's worth savoring...
And also breaks our heart too...
For example...
Madly in love...
Lovelorn...
Love triangle...
Heterosexual...
Homosexual...
Incestuous love...
About that we mention we're not afraid...
What we afraid of is NO LOVE...
As you all know love is important...
since we has born...
Like family love..friendship love...
and also the one you love...
Love comes from feeling...
and also memory that never ends...
Is just sweet..some times it also come with pain..
So perhaps the ' Old Soul ' does exist and comes with love...

Libra o....

优雅的天平在灯红酒绿中微笑转身，顾盼神采，洒脱如同水中的鱼。他们与红酒，水晶杯，晚礼服，钢琴曲是那么的相得益彰，漫不经意的吸引着公众的眼光……
　　　　
　　　　几乎所有人都有这样一种印象：
　　　　天平座的人善意、可亲，爱交朋友。于是大家也由此认为天平是群居生物，必然是害怕独处，喜欢热闹的。但，事实并不是表面看来那样简单。
　　　　
　　　　的确，天平是个和平使者。在公众场合可以很好地调节气氛使之均衡。气氛热烈时，他们会沉静的压住阵脚；气氛冷凝时，他们会运用不着痕迹的轻松幽默化解坚冰。总之他们不会随波逐流去助长气氛的冷热，而是像用天平称量物品一样，加减砝码，使之维持水平状态。
　　　　
　　　　而他们在做这种加减的时候，动作是优雅的，态度是和悦的，看起来漫不经心不动声色。实际上，他们是很有心计的人，尽管众口难调，也可以找到一种万全的方式来使全局和谐起来。
　　　　但是这并不是说他们喜欢主宰，只是因为他们看不得失衡，那会使他们如坐针毡。
　　　　
　　　　因此，尽管慵懒的天平座讨厌麻烦，讨厌得要命，他们还是会不由自主地担负起调节的责任。也许正因如此，使得天平在公众场合从未放松过自己。性格使他们承担了不必要的责任，无可推卸。
　　　　
　　　　他们不吝惜金钱，却吝惜自由的时间和安静的休闲时光。像所有风向星座一样，他们喜欢自由，喜欢像风一样谁也捉不住他。
　　　　
　　　　他们喜欢自在独立的空间。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他并不喜欢如此，尽管他不会直接说出来。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信，但是只要一见面，你还是他最好的朋友。因为他就是这种交友方式，你拿他怎么办？
　　　　
　　　　“我懒得……”
　　　　这是天平座的口头语。他们懒得出门，懒得聚会，懒得应酬……所以他们并不是很喜欢参加party。倒是宁愿呆在家里上网，看书，画画。他们自身是均衡的，一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。所以他们喜欢独处。
　　　　
　　　　通常，天平座的人会给人一见如故的感觉，因为他们有着温婉的微笑和优雅的举止。对初次见面的人，天平座往往表现出自己最讨人喜欢的一面：善解人意，大方，诚恳，健谈。但是这种热情劲儿不会长久。冷漠何时到来取决于你与他交往的频率。你越是粘得紧，他就冷得越快。因为他们喜欢“君子之交清淡如水”。不是他们不喜欢同伴，而是他们和人交往更多地关注了对方的情绪，总想着照顾对方心情，不要发生冲突，所以感觉像是在工作一样，无法真正的放松。
　　　　
　　　　较之对宫白羊座，天平是另一种独立的个体。白羊是一种外在的独立，内心是热的；天平则是表面看似亲和力很强，内心却是任谁也无法融入的。天平的冷静，连他们自己也觉得惊讶。“我居然如此冷漠！太不可思议了……”他们审视自己的时候，感觉有点陌生。那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。
　　　　
　　　　他们控制情绪的能力太强了。最亲近的人会感觉到，天平给人不露声色的隔离感，有时会被埋怨“太冷静了，我都不知道你在想什么！”
　　　　
　　　　可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么，只是出于本能。一个连自己都骗过了的人，你还能要求他对你坦白什么？
　　　　
　　　　他们不喜欢歇斯底里，不喜欢痛哭失声，不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。因为他们懂得，谁也无法真正理解另一个人。
　　　　
　　　　天平，其实是很独立的一个星座。他们在霓虹灯影里微笑，在灯火阑珊处寂寞。他们叫你懂得：孤独的最高境界是繁华。

Black

What should i do to make me happy....

haha...laught lk stupid??

or watch funny movie??

haiz....is tired to pretending...

infront of people just wearing a smile...

although i noe is a must...

so many thgi need to rush r...

dam tired tis few week...

just hopes can talk v some1...

hopes somes 1 can understand me...

hopes tat my life will bc to normal...

lk b4 i lk too smile...not just wearing but is sweet smile...

a natural smile..

i donoe when tis day will come...

so what i need to do is just try my best...

try to do thg that i can do n finish it well..

so hopes that my life will bcome cheerful back...

n also hopes friend bside me can understand me...

don't thk that i am useless...

b a stupid guy is for u al can laught...

u all hapy i also hapy...

haha...

gambateh jackie...

Wau...1st times r...
write in english at my blog...
haha.....see the time, 5.07am......
geng...cannot slip although very tired....
for my next css meeting....is means on by tomorow..
ops..is suppose today...
so 1st times ha....just happen things
like 1st times i over nite at pj....
1st times take over by a sakai gurl with her sakai car...
haha..quit funny ya,got people name their car as sakai car...
with a big sticker beside car body...as u know 'sakai king'
tat y the name sakai car came from....haha...
so this 1st times hang around here....
1st times i slip at friend house which just together not more then 24 hours...
but they are quit friendly to us.....
easy to mix up...is nice to b friend v them....
also 1st times eat together....dance together....
even slip together....but not bath togetherlah...
also 1st times midnight go out find cyber to print paper....
with a friend which dam scare ghost....haha...
funnyloh tis gurl.. say if they cm then give them maggi mee to eat as her hand hv 1 packet maggi mee...haha...
also break my record e...1st times no slip more then 13 hours for tis week..
dam tired and lassitude..
donoe later meeting will become how....panda or pig de...
haha...so don't stay up coz totally will damage ur brain...
blur blur blur blue........................

彩虹

雨后有彩虹。。。
我总于看到了。。。
我每次都不去理会，但这道彩虹是不一样的彩虹。
彩虹上，慢慢的染了美丽的颜色。。
有红，黄，禄，蓝，还有多姿多彩的。。。
还有小鸟儿在彩虹身边游玩。。
渐渐的这彩虹感染了我的人生。。
让我从夜晚里站出来。。
把我的生活染上了颜色。。
也须我该把她更上色。。
还是让这道彩虹成美丽的图案。。
过着完美的感觉。。

好久没写我的blog了...

而且很少有的上网的机会!

一半也比较忙碌...最近参加了很多的活动.

比如 CSS 着团体!还蛮好玩的!

虽然很累...第一次大团会已被弄得要死了!

哈哈哈....一大晴早就被做pumping了!

害我手臂痛了几天....

明天还的开会...

我到现在还没睡....

明天一定打磕睡了...

哈哈哈.....不知要写些什么了...

头脑blur blur 的...

哈哈...

睡先咯....晚安....

秋天

以一个星期了...
有时候就像树上的树叶...
一片一片的掉落!
风儿一会儿就把树叶吹走了,
难到就没有落叶归根的机会吗?
还是那棵树长地不茂盛,
把树叶给掉落了...
那也难怪,因为冬天快要来了...
大树也要闭冻!
面对着寒冷的天气...
我的心,也像大树!
开始闭冻了...
希望冻天过的慢些...
好让我知道应该做些什么才好...
也希望树叶好好的过...
找个适合的地方生长!!

下雨天

我, 爱他....

但...已俩年了..为何还得不到他的信任!

也许是我的错, 不够了解她...

不够体贴! 不够沟通!

每次都伤害她..让她伤心!

就这样..渐渐的, 离远了...

以感觉不到那温暖...

甜蜜的!

着些都以成为回忆!

也许我该放下她...

就不会再伤到她了...

我不会照顾你, 不会了解你..

也不懂你有多寂寞..

没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿..

我没资格做你的男朋友!

有人说, 爱情里没有谁对谁错!

但在这段爱情里...

我错了..对不起..

Emotional

心很空，天很大，云很重
我很孤单，但赶不走！！
你给我的辛福。。。
给的感动一定是最深！！
只是我不明白，我心里的缝隙。。
我想除了你。。
做你的代替。。