A new world begin

wau....donoe how long dy i not update mine blog....
as u all noe...laptop gone...working....
so can't find a suitable time to write on it...
just today...got chance to do so...
hmhm..1116...luck no ya....day i start my new world...
togather v a gurl...tat i never thk b4 to b-love again...
a gurl tat who calling her as P...part of family from pokemon..
thk u guys can guess out...haha...
from the css to the camp....
been do thg togather....
play togather...quit funny for me...
she just lk a kid....
lk to talk v a stranger
lk to do some crazy stuff..
don't lk wear skirt...
lk to cal her car as husband...
lk to help people, but alwas make people worry bout her...
lk to slip late....
don't lk to eat....
drive car lk drunker...
lk to dance...to sing...to act....
n tat, tis...
but 1 thg tat i lk the most is all thg bout her....
she just same lk me....
not the physical partlah..haha..
is means she understand me..
wat i nid...
wat i having...
wat i done...
thanks dear...
thanks pikachu
thanks zynx
thanks for every thg....
i wil be my part to u too....
to make u hapy in our life...
no regrate from me...n the past....
won't repeat to u....
love u dear...forever....

HOPES....

Sory for what i have done...
i just donoe y...
y i alwas be lk that....
alway hurt u all...
the special 1...
the love 1...
the miss 1...
i realy fan...honestly many thg to fan...
i realy scare i can't go for my study eady...
i realy miss my family...my hapy family..
n i also miss the times v u all...
my friends...
hopes some of u can understand me...
some time i emo not bcoz i angry...i ok de...
just too tired...tired to thk too much..
tired to talk too much...
i noe this is not me...not the 1 u all noe...
i also do1 to b lk tat...
just some thg realy not lk b4...
i hopes to love also...but scare i hurt others again...
i alwas wana pretend to b hapy...
i wana let u all noe tat i ok...
but acc i realy not ok...
just do1 u all wory bout me...
i noe u all so care bout me...i can feel it...
i can c it...realy thanks de...
thanks for u all gv me chance...
thanks for u all gv me hapy...joyfull...
i realy hapy to b with u all....
some time i no say out not means i not acc u all my family..
i say b4 u all just lk my family...n u r...trust me...
i hopes all can settle by now...
hopes the time machines can build it...
bc to the past...the past that i done wrong...
the past that just have hapines
but as i noe...imporsibble....
hopes it can end now...plz...
i realy hopes u can understand me...
just that...i hopes...