A new world begin

wau....donoe how long dy i not update mine blog....
as u all noe...laptop gone...working....
so can't find a suitable time to write on it...
just today...got chance to do so...
hmhm..1116...luck no ya....day i start my new world...
togather v a gurl...tat i never thk b4 to b-love again...
a gurl tat who calling her as P...part of family from pokemon..
thk u guys can guess out...haha...
from the css to the camp....
been do thg togather....
play togather...quit funny for me...
she just lk a kid....
lk to talk v a stranger
lk to do some crazy stuff..
don't lk wear skirt...
lk to cal her car as husband...
lk to help people, but alwas make people worry bout her...
lk to slip late....
don't lk to eat....
drive car lk drunker...
lk to dance...to sing...to act....
n tat, tis...
but 1 thg tat i lk the most is all thg bout her....
she just same lk me....
not the physical partlah..haha..
is means she understand me..
wat i nid...
wat i having...
wat i done...
thanks dear...
thanks pikachu
thanks zynx
thanks for every thg....
i wil be my part to u too....
to make u hapy in our life...
no regrate from me...n the past....
won't repeat to u....
love u dear...forever....

HOPES....

Sory for what i have done...
i just donoe y...
y i alwas be lk that....
alway hurt u all...
the special 1...
the love 1...
the miss 1...
i realy fan...honestly many thg to fan...
i realy scare i can't go for my study eady...
i realy miss my family...my hapy family..
n i also miss the times v u all...
my friends...
hopes some of u can understand me...
some time i emo not bcoz i angry...i ok de...
just too tired...tired to thk too much..
tired to talk too much...
i noe this is not me...not the 1 u all noe...
i also do1 to b lk tat...
just some thg realy not lk b4...
i hopes to love also...but scare i hurt others again...
i alwas wana pretend to b hapy...
i wana let u all noe tat i ok...
but acc i realy not ok...
just do1 u all wory bout me...
i noe u all so care bout me...i can feel it...
i can c it...realy thanks de...
thanks for u all gv me chance...
thanks for u all gv me hapy...joyfull...
i realy hapy to b with u all....
some time i no say out not means i not acc u all my family..
i say b4 u all just lk my family...n u r...trust me...
i hopes all can settle by now...
hopes the time machines can build it...
bc to the past...the past that i done wrong...
the past that just have hapines
but as i noe...imporsibble....
hopes it can end now...plz...
i realy hopes u can understand me...
just that...i hopes...

下乡话

好久没写blog了。之从参加下乡后就没时间了。aiyo...
华语字好难打呀。换英文了。

hm....bc to normal dy..haha..
story begin from the week v start prepare our camping..
The Project langkawi....
inside the preparation camp...realy happen many thg...got hapy,sad,emo n may more....
whole week full of mental n physical task...
whole week all busy to done their stuft for the camping..
n i as an entertaiment person coz inside the camp i as a lian yi..
mean to bring hapy n cheerful atmosphere to them...
to let them feel  relax after the whole day work...
but honestly tell u that i can't b the1...
can't make them hapy n can't bring them frisky...
really feel sorri to u all...
c u all tired to done the work...but nid to force u all to dance the 'cuty dance'
realy funny deloh...i also been force to teach u all..thk so easy meh teach people dance...
haha....lk ah mok..zuang liang..yen ting...they all dy try their best...gv a big claps to them..haha..
c u all dance n u all noe how to dance realy hapy deloh...
lk the group song...honestly is realy vr touching de...u all must noe meaning of the lyrics..
the spirit v gv to the child n also wat we done to the child...
i dy cry for this song donoe for how many times dy...paiseh r....
not i lk to cry just realy touching...plus is u the 1 who write the lyrics...u will feel more then others..
although both of them fall sick inside the camp...but i noe u all realy hopes to join it de...from here realy thanks to jian xiang n suven...they all realy done they best to do all the thg..
without u all Jian Xiang, Suven, Ernts, n Mulan...i just a sand...
togather v u all v al transform to a stone...
n for Mulan n Ernts..not i alwas wana scold u all...
just u all noe wat u all nid to do as a Lian Yi inside this camp..
boths of u eady chose to join tis group then u all must finish it...
i noe that i not a good leader for u all..wat i say u all also do1 listen...so sory...
but inside the camp i can c the change from u all....n  also proud that i been oen my mind at this camp..

for Fu Dao de...Chui Wen the 1 alwas lk to cut onion de...
donoe is tat taste goodlah or wat de....haha...alwas c u cut it...
but u all also don't the good 1...the notes u al do realy nice...
n also the tree...i noe Zhen How put the most work n spirit inside it...
n u also the most care people de...tat y they all call u MAMA...haha...
feel proud to b friend v u....u done it vr well...
n also to Hui Enn....wen yi...n the most peson i respect...
Ting Bang...u realy gengloh...although u fall sick (not a small sick r) but u try ur best to do it...
when v ask u take a rest u do1 d it n say wana continue to do it...
the spirit from u totally nid to b a example...to b a model to v all...

The boss of Mei Hua...Yi lun...u noe tat got people call u 'satu tayar' haha..wana noe who ask YT..haha..
u also done ur best to settle the mural painting..the decoration of stage...realy hard as i can c it...
u dy fell stress to do all of it..alwas been scold the 1...but wat i wana say u also done a great jod...
without u our 'QING HUA' school don't hv the beautiful decoration...
the castle u all done...Xiao Ying...Eric...Lois...u all realy creative r...
make the head master also wan u all to keep the castle for his school...haha...
1word to u all...棒...haha....

Haiz...the bising group....i means with ur leader make the group bising jo..haha..
Suan Chuan group...can say that the poster u all done nicer,better,best looking then last year de group...
u all so creative to use all the material to done the poster...Bravo to u all...
i can c that u all done the poster until midnite...until twist u all de brain gel...
to get the idea to do it...n u all success...Yen Thiz..Pui Mun...Max...Qian Wen...
c the whole group also the most bising de person hehe...
YT r...don't alwas feel pik che...man man lai o...u can do it de...n don't alwas c leng zailah...
setapak there also hv many choice ma.haha...(eccept me) haha....
Pui Mun..the Tong Sampah gurl...haha..donoe why u can eat so many but stil can keep ur body slim ya...
geng o....if can teach others gurls how u do it..speacially ur leader de..haha...kidding kidding...
qiao wen...the 1 vr geng in analysis de...haha...n the 1 got many idea de...
u r the 1 alwas can c the problem in our gruop de...keep it on ya...
Max r...from the day i noe u...u so quite e...after feel week n until the end...
WAO....lk a new person dy...can say that the most change de people is u eady...
looks lk this camping change u a lot ya..haha...

Ah Mok group...Xua Shu group....donoe y name cal xua shu but the activity all is games de...
pelik tapi benar....haha....just wana say that...Xin Yuan..Yu Qing...Kai Ming...
u all done a great job....the games u all do it...make all the kid feel hapy to join it...
can say that the relation from the kids to us...is u all the 1 create out...
to make the games for us join together n noe more each others...
although ur group r the most less people but u all...
THE BAGUS 1....can make the activity go smoth...run the programe property..
赞 r...haha...

N the last group...Jian Yu group...Small kids (Xiao Hai)..i noe u r the smart 1...tat y u chose this 1 is the suitable place for u...can bring the knowledge for the kids...tis the part the most important for the kids to grow up..thanks also to Xiao Tong...Yen Ting..n.. Zuang Liang...special for u r...Zuang Liang,must b sporting o...u r guy r....any thg also depnend on u jo...k..ur sister n brother too...try care them o...

For the 5 important person...
Shi Hoong...our bank...person that buy thg for us...
wat u want can tell her de...haha...u r..the voice realy can't hear deloh...vr slow u talk e...haha....
n she also same kampung v me..malacca e...dy long time no bc dy...haha

the ass secretary,Qi Ying...but mostly people call her pikachu...haha...
don't c her small small size r..dam scary deloh..scold people de....fufu...
our name card n the camp name card also done by her n sabrina...
u noe who's tat??Sabri (Ren Hui) o...also feel pek che de r...haha....
she also secretery for our group de...any news or information can get from her de...
just o..try to smile alwaslah...c u dance also no smile...scary e...haha...

Then the fu tuan zhang..Bi Yuan...same Sir name as me de..GOH..but not my sisterlah..haha
hm...to scary dylah u...scold all the kids...make them do1 near to u dy....
but u also been force to do so...haiz..wat can do...try our best ma..haha

The BOSS of the group...Choon Lin...dam many thg i wana tell uloh...
just donoe wana start from where de...haha...
u r...also pelik de...u dy try ur best to do it...so don't worry de....
v all wil help u de ma...u r our leader e...so must control ur emo de o...
haha...i dy tell u de...any thg i can help i wil help...
haiz....just donoe wana say wat dylah...u r the 1..,tats wat i wana tell u...
haha....also our leader in our heart....

also A Big thanks to my coordinator n others too...Shu Fen...Mei Yee..Phang Hao...Yen Wen..Yee Hong...n others too..(sory if not list ur name out,if list the whole group name wil cm out jo..haha..)...
thay all real done they best for us...like when v fall sick they will vr care to us...
cook 'Liang Cha'  for us... buy sweet for us...fruits...
haiz....donoe wana say wat to them eady...just realy thanks to them..
n hopes they all wil hapy n not feel regrate to us...
coz u all realy done u all de best...real do it de...
although v all not done the best 1 to u all to c...make u all sad de...
b punish by urs coordinator....feel sad to v tat day...
hmm....prepare for tis camp realy nt easy coz v all bring the name of UTAR n MCA de...stress ya..
haha...but finally all also hapy to go tis camp n i fully believe that no1 will feel regrate to join it...
All hapy n feel wana to go n join again tis group but no chance dylah...
whole life just once times only ma...haha...
n also sory for those who leave the grouplah....haha...


We all here finish it with a happy ending n now proud to say..
我们下过乡，我们都是下乡人。。
哈哈哈哈哈.....

The day after tomorow...

Feel sorry again... y alwas feel lk that...
wana do sm thg that GENG de...
but all also wasting time..
some time donoe what the fuck they all done..
1st realy fell hapy to join tis group...
thk can learn more n noe more friend...
to play togather,join gather..
but 1 n 1 gone n tis group bcome less n less people..
n even cannot togather as a family...
y wil it b lk tat...
can i take it bc...
can i run away...
or can i quit??
the management..
is realy suck...suddenly change tis,,change tat..
n is the last minit de...
make people also blur to do thg eady...
y they all just can't make the life more easier??
haiz....

donoe y i so angry bout tat...

donoe y should i angry...

donoe y i should feel sad...

donoe y i feel to quit...

Husky History

Siberian Husky...the most fierce look among Husky but actually inside is soft and friendly to human...
Husky puppies..





 
This we call it as Hugabear - Alaskan Malamute
Kind of Husky too but the size u sure will get shock coz it bigger then Human...
n also hard to get this kind of husky...













Can you differentiate it?
between Alaskan puppy and Siberian Puppy...
Siberian Puppy- The look bit fierce
Alaskan puppy-The look..so cute...

                As i say Alaskan Husky are HUGE....

RELAX

Dy so long times no like this relaxing...
hear to Kenny G music...
plus 1 cup of tea..
1 world can say..Suang...haha.....
the weather is raining day....
make me more likes to sleep...
haha...actually just finish 2 exam...
Stil consider not yet fully relax but
after tis final exam..
hopes can fully release all the stress
and top up for the coming camping...
so hopes part of my life also can b like this....
not too relax but relax in the middle of busy..
that just call RELAX.....

Old Spirit

What exactly is memory...
Memory is the accumulation of impression...
the people and things that we meet...
Everything that happen in our life...
has it own meaning...
Like the sound of times hitting something...
make the movement around us become slow...
make us become soft and weak...
We have no thing to complain or complain too...
although we have said and done many bad things...

speaking of love...it's diverse and changeable...
It's worth savoring...
And also breaks our heart too...
For example...
Madly in love...
Lovelorn...
Love triangle...
Heterosexual...
Homosexual...
Incestuous love...
About that we mention we're not afraid...
What we afraid of is NO LOVE...
As you all know love is important...
since we has born...
Like family love..friendship love...
and also the one you love...
Love comes from feeling...
and also memory that never ends...
Is just sweet..some times it also come with pain..
So perhaps the ' Old Soul ' does exist and comes with love...