Monday, November 2, 2009

HOPES....

Sory for what i have done...
i just donoe y...
y i alwas be lk that....
alway hurt u all...
the special 1...
the love 1...
the miss 1...
i realy fan...honestly many thg to fan...
i realy scare i can't go for my study eady...
i realy miss my family...my hapy family..
n i also miss the times v u all...
my friends...
hopes some of u can understand me...
some time i emo not bcoz i angry...i ok de...
just too tired...tired to thk too much..
tired to talk too much...
i noe this is not me...not the 1 u all noe...
i also do1 to b lk tat...
just some thg realy not lk b4...
i hopes to love also...but scare i hurt others again...
i alwas wana pretend to b hapy...
i wana let u all noe tat i ok...
but acc i realy not ok...
just do1 u all wory bout me...
i noe u all so care bout me...i can feel it...
i can c it...realy thanks de...
thanks for u all gv me chance...
thanks for u all gv me hapy...joyfull...
i realy hapy to b with u all....
some time i no say out not means i not acc u all my family..
i say b4 u all just lk my family...n u r...trust me...
i hopes all can settle by now...
hopes the time machines can build it...
bc to the past...the past that i done wrong...
the past that just have hapines
but as i noe...imporsibble....
hopes it can end now...plz...
i realy hopes u can understand me...
just that...i hopes...

3 comments:

  1. 生活就是有了不同的点缀,才会更让自己看得更高更远。
    ^^

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  2. dont think everything on negative side only,
    everything got pro and con, have positive side and negative side...
    Maybe see from negative side, you think you hurt other people, but think on the other hand, you may get other information...
    Everyone also will feel fan, everyday also have different thing to fan, this is because we are human, we live on this world which full of challenge, all those which annoy you is actually challenging for you...
    Everyone got will also haven a period which down,emo, unhappy and etc,
    No matter is happy's you, sad's you or emo's you, that is also you, which you cant deny of it...
    Friends, actually to understand one need time,
    to make other understand you, 1stly you must understand yourself...
    sometime, something you havent done, you will not know the result,
    what you hope and wish to do,
    just go ahead and give confident on yourself,
    hurt other or not, is depend on how to handle a situation...
    Dont pretend happy if you're not happy,
    that is very suffer,
    at the end not only you will not happy,
    but also those around you, and those care you...
    Dont when you NOT OK, you tell other you're OK,
    tell them the truth, i believe your friend will give you a big hand...
    sometime, you think if not let other know,
    then they wont worry bout you,
    but the fact is that they very concern bout you,and the one most worry you,
    since you treat your friend with heart,
    treat them as family,
    i believe they will did the same thing on you as well...
    Time machine??? that is impossible,
    maybe inside dream, that is exist,
    but in reality, NO^^
    Thing past, is history already,
    dont look back to behind,
    we must face in front, look toward the future...
    Trust me, your friend will understand you...
    Here some small advise to you,
    Dont think too much,
    try to think some happy event,
    believe in yourself, and confident on your decision,
    and most important is be yourself^^
    =) Smile^^

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  3. I know how you feel now..
    What you experience now is what i experienced before..
    When you are emo, just tell us..
    We will give you a big warm hug..
    Friends are not just for you to decorate your life..
    Friends are someone who accompany to walk along the obstacles and odds..
    share your joy and tears..
    Please don wear a mask and face your friends..
    it is not sincere at all..
    show the real to your friends...
    Take out your bravery to love..
    although love is complicated, we still need it in our life..
    This world will become dull if without love..
    Show your real expression to everyone..
    Keep the real expression is very suffer..
    just release what is in your heart..
    We will understand..
    Don't worry, be happy..
    Smile =)

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